i dunno how to describe this feeling right now..
it somehow gave me away n pull me back..
kinda heartwrenching coz i noe tat some things are within my control yet im afraid to grasp
to fight an internal battle within all over again..

im tinking alot..tinking too much...or rather shelving it
m i the one? shd i be the one? could i be the one?
to give myself the things i wan in my life or isit juz pure illusion tat maybe or perhaps that everything will fall into place in time
will I ever see tat?
wat is wrong.?

2:54 AM; unforgotten.Y