time and time again
things always happen..
its always the same old things tat keep repeating in ur life
sometimes until to the very fact... u get so tired of it.. u wan to get out of it.
i guess life is a bitch .. it juz irks u at times where u reali wish u can give it a good hard kick
but that means kicking the bucket...
anyway.. right now , im juz plain tired.... the fatigue is catching up on me...
everything is not smooth as they were... got to accept it
if there is anything tat i can do.. is to keep my chin up high...
becoz i noe tat there is someone who is waiting for me...
only at times.. u realise ur real friends... ur real love...
it might not be far..
it might juz beside u all the while...
juz not to engulf in self pity... i guess life is pretty much the same....
perhaps.. i shd not be in a position to speak of love... but then again..
i like to think that everyone has a right to be loved n love...
i like to think that everyone has a right to be happy..
its a matter of choices...
its juz so simple... n how could i let my rationale block out my emotions...
sigh... humans err..
nothing we can stop...
only way to salvage is perhaps learning from it...
given a choice... i may not have walked this route...
but until now.. i have only 1 route n tat is forward...

2:49 AM; unforgotten.Y