today is a nite where all my thoughts caught up with me...
its like sweetness + bitterness all in a coffee cup
suddenly its juz like tearing me up
yet on the other side is putting my life into shape
its such a mixed feelings where everything juz turn upside down , where truth become lies
where everything juz revealed itself to me
its not a sad feeling... but cant help feeling down...
its not a happy feeling... but cant help smiling to myself
its not tat easy to describe tat feeling truly...
i dunno how to face it.. but yet im handling it...
giving me a reali hard time but yet not feeling the strain
gave up yet holding on
...
moving forward... but cant help looking back
its taking a big toll of me but im still shouldering everything on my own
not sad... not down... juz feeling tis way....
what a night....

10:17 PM; unforgotten.Y