Tuesday, October 24, 2006
It was a terrible week
I lost a friend
My grandma was hospitalised
My work is affected
I feel sick
Baby n I have differences
My whole family fell sick
......................
this is a reali black black week
i felt so numb
tat pain din catch up with me
only when i was alone sitting down,
i felt it hitting me
right at my heart... tearing me apart
until that i reali wan to give everything up
its like u have been building ur life ard something
suddenly it juz collapse n there is nothing u can do abt it?
do u choose to ignore? or did u grieve?
wat is the better way??
i felt i have lost my direction already..
I do need a helping hand to pll me out of this quicksand
coz sometime when hurt come together.. it is reali devastating..
.....................i reali hope watever happen would be like haze , juz blow it away n it will not lingerwe always have each other...remember our promise..we shall build a life together
12:48 AM; unforgotten.Y