My van's tyre punctured on my way back home ytd
so i took it to the nearest petrol kiosk..
before that , a fellow driver already warned me about my tyre tat is leaking
but i chose to put it down to the petrol kiosk after a long time...
come to think about it...
its juz like love,,,
You never think there will be a day ur tyre will be punctured or the thought that u have to change it
then u keep gng until even when someone warn u tat its gng to burst...
u chose ur own judgement that it can still hold out
then when it reali happen, u panicked...
u dunno wat to do but to bring to the petrol kiosk.. then u tot there will be pple helping u
but u cant even borrow a bolt spanner from them , to be even helping u
U noe by then there is only 1 way is to search for the tools in the car n the spare tyre.
then u can change the tyre. u noe tat the only way to get out of this situation is to do it ursef.
there is oso a feeling involved... if u r too eager to change it, it will become a bigger mess.. rather than tat, i chose to handle it calmly, happily n feeling proud of mysef.
with tat , the problem is solved faster, without any help...
its more than changing a tyre to make ursef happy.. its reali more than tat

12:39 AM; unforgotten.Y

It was a terrible week
I lost a friend
My grandma was hospitalised
My work is affected
I feel sick
Baby n I have differences
My whole family fell sick
......................

this is a reali black black week
i felt so numb
tat pain din catch up with me
only when i was alone sitting down,
i felt it hitting me
right at my heart... tearing me apart
until that i reali wan to give everything up
its like u have been building ur life ard something
suddenly it juz collapse n there is nothing u can do abt it?
do u choose to ignore? or did u grieve?
wat is the better way??
i felt i have lost my direction already..
I do need a helping hand to pll me out of this quicksand
coz sometime when hurt come together.. it is reali devastating..

.....................
i reali hope watever happen would be like haze , juz blow it away n it will not linger
we always have each other...remember our promise..
we shall build a life together

12:48 AM; unforgotten.Y

My 23rd Birthday!!!

Baby gave me a hand stitched Pillow case then drove me off to various places for food n friends....

1st stop : Ang Mo Kio Ave 4 hawker Centre... we had coffee n tou suan

then... to KOVAN Hawker Centre.. I was reali impatient... then i saw....JOEY!!! my SP.... so surprised tat baby actually planned for my friends to meet me for a meal... Joey gave me a FIR cd which i reali love it lotsa...

Next Up is Julyn and Dominique at Toa Payoh Lorong 1 for the Hokkien Prawn Mee...

After tat , I drove to Marina South Pier where we have some iced tea at this reali nice cafe....

Dinner was at Aliwah Street at El Sheikh with Kebah.. of coz my closest Pals... Fiona, John and Alex... I tot they are gng to give me boxers.. hahaha

Wang Lee Hom rox it to the highest point of the day with a fabulous performance at the indoor stadium... and to Bukit Timah for some Prata Action with my Brother, Sister in Law and Sister!!!

Thanks guys for making all of this possible... n oso all the SMS birthday wishes...u r all the best...and Baby... thank you for making this a wonderful birthday for me..i noe that for the past few weeks, we havent been feeling good n we have problems.. but i hope u will remember watever there is , we always have each other for support..

John n Fiona.. we only have each other for now....FYP is gng to be a success ok!!! we can DO IT!!!

Joey: thanks so much for making it down.. reali appreciate it.. esp for our very special friendship...

Julyn n Dominique... The 2 funniest and most adorable ppl u will reali wan to work with.. thanks!!! juz love to bicker with both of u.. hahha

Zura, Haze: i noe its hard to meet up... but Hari Raya is here!!!

Everyone...THANK YOU

12:32 AM; unforgotten.Y