Juz came back from taiwan,
being there for 8 days with baby, my sis n Grandma..
suddenly it feel weird to be back in Singapore.
as i always say, Singapore is a safe place to stay in
but to live in it, it is difficult.
i guess its equally the same for all the big cities in the world.
sometime i wonder if i can take it if im living in the countryside,
rearing cows, pigs, hearing the birds chirp in the morning..
oso fearing attacks from wild animals like bears or tigers.
the environment play a part.
Life in a big city is fast paced, never a slot for relaxation.
it is not a place tat accomodate failure
tats y its stressful, n its driving pple mad
driving pple to believe in money, speed n efficiency.
Rather i felt Singaporeans are pampered ..
we are protected by govt, by parents, by friends , by everyone.
we dun feel the pains from the past
all we feel is the fear of getting pains.
we always take things as our view becoz in fact we never grow out of our view
we din see things that pple see
or rather we chose to see things tat we want ot see.
sometimes isit fair to a person to express his views when the very fact that in the listeners' hearts , he is already ignored?
isit possible tat we can live once n be happy?
or rather be happy with what u possessed now?
can we do tat?
men's greed know no bounds, isit true?
i guess i shd start to accept the fact tat nobody is perfect n myself is not spared either.
its an obstacle for another level, but its getting on my nerves.