its a twist of fate
or rather there are things that you dont wish to happen
murphy's law- whatever will happen wil happen
maybe im powerless to do anything abt it
or isit i lost the power to even say anything abt it?
all my life i have been trusting my eyes , my ears
they have been my strength, my loyal advisers
but when things happen, who do u trust or believe in?
your loyal friends? or people u believe in?
there is a dilemma in all of this and its not i dun wan to believe
but sometimes, the circumstances are that i cant believe in my appropriate manner
its no longer that things are simple, n they can be unsettled by the rational way or the hard way
becoz people are different, or rather we dun accept that people are different inside us
the thought is juz not us when we believe in ourselves but we have to accept others' thinking
which is more correct? i dunno anymore
its not i dun wan to believe but rather its the circumstances set it that my thoughts are otherwise
its not that i dun wan to accept but rather the hurt n pain that ive been thru is more than wat u can imagine
maybe i shd juz live with mysef all the time or rather maybe i lost mysef in the process
i lost my voice, my beliefs, my thoughts
its no longer abt the correct way of doing things
love is not a game of rules, its abt feelings
maybe i have lost in the game