i m afraid
n i dunno wat m i so afraid of
the past few days have been a mess
a big mess up
i dunno y
im losing faith in everything
...
i dunno where i stand anymore
n y m i having so many doubts
or the things pple hide from u
y do i have to mind everything in the 1st place
isit i care too much
or m i juz plain silly
..
but it constitute mysef
wat a person i am
n i seriously tin no reminisces of the past shd be ard anymore
but y is it resurfacing time to time again
for tat i reali hate it...
...
i tot that everything is so beautiful
but as time goes by
it became ugly
i dun like to be cheated
in any way or other
nor im a ball to be kicked around
for once , i juz feel so lonely in my world...

1:12 AM; unforgotten.Y