Exams Exams Exams

the most dreaded thingy for every student
4 papers down with last one to conquer
dreaded of most ... .AA 102 aka Accounting 2/ cost management
anyway... looking toward the end of exam because its gng to be A GREAT HOLIDAY
to start with SYDNEY with baby...
well it may be a short trip but its gng to be a memorable one
seeing baby's face when i tell her...
cant imagine hers on the plane taking off...
but anyway its gng to be a great great trip..
...
anyway this semester is filled with work, projects but not to forget great project mates..
ppl i never tot could have an impact in my life
but then again they make my NTU life better
gng to YEar 3 ...
rise in ranks again..
enough reason to be a senior or i shd say the last platform of launch into the SOCIETY.
anyway, politics are not my primary concerns but then again, the spat is bad enough
n again, it change my viewpoint on an ideal world
or rather a perfect world...
i do believe that good hands are needed to support the life we r having now
n sustaining it...
...
Oil prices gng up
cost of living gng up
everything is gng to be expensive
no more $ 2 char kuay teow
...

10:43 PM; unforgotten.Y

In the face of the battle,
i lost to myself
it seems my words dun carry any more meaning
my actions m beliefs
n all the make up beliefs
..
i shd not...

1:20 AM; unforgotten.Y

i m afraid
n i dunno wat m i so afraid of
the past few days have been a mess
a big mess up
i dunno y
im losing faith in everything
...
i dunno where i stand anymore
n y m i having so many doubts
or the things pple hide from u
y do i have to mind everything in the 1st place
isit i care too much
or m i juz plain silly
..
but it constitute mysef
wat a person i am
n i seriously tin no reminisces of the past shd be ard anymore
but y is it resurfacing time to time again
for tat i reali hate it...
...
i tot that everything is so beautiful
but as time goes by
it became ugly
i dun like to be cheated
in any way or other
nor im a ball to be kicked around
for once , i juz feel so lonely in my world...

1:12 AM; unforgotten.Y

KING KONG

watching it the 2nd time
the feeling is still as much as the 1st
for me, i feel its the greatest love story ever in the world
greater than Titanic in my sense
...
a gigantic beast fell in love with a girl he never met
or i shd say not even his own species
but love has no boundaries
not at the line of who you are
it is a feeling
a feeling greater than anything possible
it is not about how much you can show
or rather how much u can give
it is a sense
only to be felt by both
limitless,borderless
gave strength to stand up for each other
even at the stake of life
precious sacrifice for each other
..
tinking abt it,
how many true love are there in the world?
we have been reading abt cheating cases
but all of them are the negative sides
it turn ppl away n wary
but tink of it, it mite juz be the little 1 % of love stories
where the rest of 99% is never told
King Kong show his love
n i guess he is juz more than a beast

2:45 AM; unforgotten.Y

it wasnt easy to sit in canteen B to wait for 4 hours
thats y im blogging away
while baby is out buying her lunch
then again, the exams are here again
time for sleepless nights..
come to think of it
half of my Uni days are gone..
tis signify the end of my Year 2
n my movment up the senior chart
before gng down in ranks when i enter Social Uni.
...
well life in singapore is pretty routine
u study half of ur life...
when u ask abt ur childhood,
half of them spent in school n homework
another half probably in piano, art lessons...
for me i grew up in Legos n Catching
No talent in Art nor Music
but pretty well, i grew up seeing the world in my eyes
in a view of my own
stumbling thru blocks and boulder..
(hell i dunno wat m i writing)
Baby is here...
she is eating her siew mai....
my favourite oso...
same with me slacking away
waiting for time to pass
suddenly school is different from watever we seek it to be
1st year tot its fun
2nd year tot i shd be serious in my work..
until then, i still struggling with accounting..
sigh
it shd be simple juz with all the maths n calculations
juz use the bloody calculator
but then again y did mankind came out with so many methods juz to count
or a 700 page textbook to tell us how to calculate cost...
not interested ....

12:56 PM; unforgotten.Y