they say situations made a man
i believe in that
coz the ordeals recently drive me into a new set of thinking
i guess im gng back into my skeptical ways
about people, things and the world
well its ironic that the very same things that pull me out put me back
but then again looking at it
it cant be helped
juz like the ways of the world
or rather some things that we cant change
people we cant change
cant change the mindset
things we cant change its nature
it drive ppl crazy
it drive a wedge bte pple
it create this crack tat will exist all the time
not only for now
but for evey moment u will be in
i tot of tat
tot of giving up
giving up a fight without even trying is not my style
so i din
but then again i see wat im fighting for
it is worth it
it definitely worth it...
yes we cant judge things at its cover
but then again u look into it
u wun wan to noe the underlying meaning
but y do pple have to have their ways
when they noe its selfish
when they noe it will be detrimental to others
but then again they insist on it
n then it bring hurt to so many others
...
all i noe im gng back to my old ways
of being so suspicious
of being skeptical
of living in tis small hole i have for mysef
but then again
i ask mysef wat drive me tat way
then i realise wat u took for serious
doesnt mean serious for others
n they judge u on cover or simply compare u to the past
where u dun belong there nor it belong here
but still they wun be given up because its human nature
then again, the world is never fair...
till then... its juz me...