Tuesday, February 28, 2006
it cant be described in words exactly
no im not living in a fantasy
its like sweet honey melting in your lips
the tenderness and beauty touch u everywhere u go
...
went Pulau Ubin with baby on sunday
its back to Mother Nature
the trees
the village life
n of course my baby
n not to forget the upcoming YEC ubin cycling trip
...
went celebrating Steven's birthday
Steven is Raine's brother
but he called me brother..
oops..
wats tat suppose to mean
...
oh ya
n the BIG banana Raine is holding..
got it in Kukup at 1.80 Ringit
Cheap huh... n its BIG
then Fiona went to buy a huggable Banana..
but dun have the picture...
...
anyway Baby's birthday is coming
all preparations are done...
now is the time to execute...
n im not telling you....
...
meanwhile school is starting its nonsense
n of coz the General Elections is coming.
wondering is there a holiday for it..?
hmm..
cant wait for this sem to be over
12:07 AM; unforgotten.Y
Lovin' You - Minnie Riperton
Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you
Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do
Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do
No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you
Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do
12:04 AM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, February 26, 2006
im down n out
even u r here
it din seems to help
its all to myself
..
i reali wan to scream it out
but i cant
i wan to cry out
but i cant
even u r here
it din seems to help
its all to myself
..
i reali wan to scream it out
but i cant
i wan to cry out
but i cant
12:19 AM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
here is the term break..
ya right now in central library
nope not studying...
but enjoying a day out with Raine...
...
this few days have been ups n downs..
well, its only matters of heart can make a person feel like he is on a roller coaster ride..
im not excluded..
i will say trying to come to terms with some things that u know u will mind is hard
to hear it from the horse's mouth is even harder...
but look again, its been truthful n open to each other
to accept what had passed
to accept each other
to square away queries
to mould the future
..
its not like ABC where u can learn it in a sheltered way in kindergarden
this is real world
n we face it everyday
but its juz tat the bond which make it hard to accept
..
but slowly i learnt..
a person cannot be judged by the way he/she is in the past
we have to look forward
because we cannot live in the past anymore
we can only see what he/she can do in the future...
Cherish the present n look forward to future..
..
though there r times where i refuse to accept
there r times i almost gave up
but then again i realise
i wasnt feeling tat bad
it wasnt exactly pain til u drop kind
its an irritation
those come n go as they like
but slowly
they must fade
because this is doing no good
but then again..
i realise
i grew up to be stronger....
..
love isnt about anything
put it purely "love" n describe it
how will u interpret it?
..
anyway i found someone who share the same thinking with me
Valentine's day isnt the only day u shd go extra ways to show ur love
its juz a marketing ploy
as simple as that
coz love is something u noe in ur heart
it will show itself when it need to ..
for me. its juz as simple as making her happy
which i do everyday
juz to make her happy because i m happy to see her happy
juz as simple as that because u can spend millions on a dinner n diamond ring
but wat u have in return might be juz a smile on the face.. but wat abt the heart?
...
Kukup trip with friends is fun
but add Raine to make it more meaningful..
its a night of fireworks, trying out a village life , snuggle up in a foreign land with just her
its juz as simple but im happy
...
its juz as simple as u n me....
coz i believe in this bond
it exceed all limitations...
love...
ya right now in central library
nope not studying...
but enjoying a day out with Raine...
...
this few days have been ups n downs..
well, its only matters of heart can make a person feel like he is on a roller coaster ride..
im not excluded..
i will say trying to come to terms with some things that u know u will mind is hard
to hear it from the horse's mouth is even harder...
but look again, its been truthful n open to each other
to accept what had passed
to accept each other
to square away queries
to mould the future
..
its not like ABC where u can learn it in a sheltered way in kindergarden
this is real world
n we face it everyday
but its juz tat the bond which make it hard to accept
..
but slowly i learnt..
a person cannot be judged by the way he/she is in the past
we have to look forward
because we cannot live in the past anymore
we can only see what he/she can do in the future...
Cherish the present n look forward to future..
..
though there r times where i refuse to accept
there r times i almost gave up
but then again i realise
i wasnt feeling tat bad
it wasnt exactly pain til u drop kind
its an irritation
those come n go as they like
but slowly
they must fade
because this is doing no good
but then again..
i realise
i grew up to be stronger....
..
love isnt about anything
put it purely "love" n describe it
how will u interpret it?
..
anyway i found someone who share the same thinking with me
Valentine's day isnt the only day u shd go extra ways to show ur love
its juz a marketing ploy
as simple as that
coz love is something u noe in ur heart
it will show itself when it need to ..
for me. its juz as simple as making her happy
which i do everyday
juz to make her happy because i m happy to see her happy
juz as simple as that because u can spend millions on a dinner n diamond ring
but wat u have in return might be juz a smile on the face.. but wat abt the heart?
...
Kukup trip with friends is fun
but add Raine to make it more meaningful..
its a night of fireworks, trying out a village life , snuggle up in a foreign land with just her
its juz as simple but im happy
...
its juz as simple as u n me....
coz i believe in this bond
it exceed all limitations...
love...
6:22 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, February 13, 2006
its been a while since i last blog
ok let me see....
1stly Chinese New Year....
yup went Australia with my family.. 1st time out with my whole family for the past 23 years...
(something wrong with uploading pictures onto the blog)
anyway CHinese New Year has always been an exciting festival not to be missed but apparently, its seems to fade with age... as we grows, the mood just seems to move from the excitement of getting angpohs n meeting relatives to sleeping at home n watching TV.... ok i can put it, its juz a period of time u can rest for a while before slogging for another year... however, its still important to me because this is the only time where we can spend time together as a family because i have been missing that since young. ayway juz here to wish everyone i love a Happy New Year ahead and all the best in the year to come.
and Yes, partly of not blogging is because of the mounting school work.. this semester is especially going through the motion... all the projects, assignments but in the end, its seems to register nothing in my brain.... but its juz a journey to go thru, it will get better i hope....
and my days seems more happier n lighthearted.. it is getting better everyday it goes..
although there are moments that the unthinkable will surface but overall, they are filled with laughter and smiles. Should attribute all this to Raine.. she had brought all this to me.. coz she understands me, listen to me and most importantly, she offer strength to carry on..... Life is not smooth sailing all the time but its less rough with her presence.. she makes me feel so comfortable that i can tell her everything which i find it difficult to do most of the time. there are times that u feel really so dependent on somebody tat u r afraid to lose her. the same thing apply here, we are afraid to lose each other...this make us cherish each other even more.. to walk the further mile for each other.. i thank God every nite for her to appear in my life and it is true that what shall happen will happen.
yup to my friends out there... sorry.. its the new year... n really too many things happening at a go... 24 hours are juz not enough...i will make it up to u all... but reali im thankful for all of u .... Zura, Haze... thanks for standing by me...
My brother, John.. now away in Shanghai
Fiona.... my Group MATE
Joey.. My SP
and so much more who had offered a hand when im in need....
more is yet to come... in the New Year....
May Angels bless each n everyone of them.... With good health and fortune... best wishes..happiness..
_______________________________________________________
" i want a kitchen with a built in oven so u can eat everything i bake"
" i want a blender, a steampot, 3 stoves, everything i need to cook for you"
"you can come home to me, massaging u and good food"
________________________________________________________
ok let me see....
1stly Chinese New Year....
yup went Australia with my family.. 1st time out with my whole family for the past 23 years...
(something wrong with uploading pictures onto the blog)
anyway CHinese New Year has always been an exciting festival not to be missed but apparently, its seems to fade with age... as we grows, the mood just seems to move from the excitement of getting angpohs n meeting relatives to sleeping at home n watching TV.... ok i can put it, its juz a period of time u can rest for a while before slogging for another year... however, its still important to me because this is the only time where we can spend time together as a family because i have been missing that since young. ayway juz here to wish everyone i love a Happy New Year ahead and all the best in the year to come.
and Yes, partly of not blogging is because of the mounting school work.. this semester is especially going through the motion... all the projects, assignments but in the end, its seems to register nothing in my brain.... but its juz a journey to go thru, it will get better i hope....
and my days seems more happier n lighthearted.. it is getting better everyday it goes..
although there are moments that the unthinkable will surface but overall, they are filled with laughter and smiles. Should attribute all this to Raine.. she had brought all this to me.. coz she understands me, listen to me and most importantly, she offer strength to carry on..... Life is not smooth sailing all the time but its less rough with her presence.. she makes me feel so comfortable that i can tell her everything which i find it difficult to do most of the time. there are times that u feel really so dependent on somebody tat u r afraid to lose her. the same thing apply here, we are afraid to lose each other...this make us cherish each other even more.. to walk the further mile for each other.. i thank God every nite for her to appear in my life and it is true that what shall happen will happen.
yup to my friends out there... sorry.. its the new year... n really too many things happening at a go... 24 hours are juz not enough...i will make it up to u all... but reali im thankful for all of u .... Zura, Haze... thanks for standing by me...
My brother, John.. now away in Shanghai
Fiona.... my Group MATE
Joey.. My SP
and so much more who had offered a hand when im in need....
more is yet to come... in the New Year....
May Angels bless each n everyone of them.... With good health and fortune... best wishes..happiness..
_______________________________________________________
" i want a kitchen with a built in oven so u can eat everything i bake"
" i want a blender, a steampot, 3 stoves, everything i need to cook for you"
"you can come home to me, massaging u and good food"
________________________________________________________
3:44 AM; unforgotten.Y
its been a while since i last blog
ok let me see....
1stly Chinese New Year....
yup went Australia with my family.. 1st time out with my whole family for the past 23 years...
(something wrong with uploading pictures onto the blog)
anyway CHinese New Year has always been an exciting festival not to be missed but apparently, its seems to fade with age... as we grows, the mood just seems to move from the excitement of getting angpohs n meeting relatives to sleeping at home n watching TV.... ok i can put it, its juz a period of time u can rest for a while before slogging for another year... however, its still important to me because this is the only time where we can spend time together as a family because i have been missing that since young. ayway juz here to wish everyone i love a Happy New Year ahead and all the best in the year to come.
and Yes, partly of not blogging is because of the mounting school work.. this semester is especially going through the motion... all the projects, assignments but in the end, its seems to register nothing in my brain.... but its juz a journey to go thru, it will get better i hope....
and my days seems more happier n lighthearted.. it is getting better everyday it goes..
although there are moments that the unthinkable will surface but overall, they are filled with laughter and smiles. Should attribute all this to Raine.. she had brought all this to me.. coz she understands me, listen to me and most importantly, she offer strength to carry on..... Life is not smooth sailing all the time but its less rough with her presence.. she makes me feel so comfortable that i can tell her everything which i find it difficult to do most of the time. there are times that u feel really so dependent on somebody tat u r afraid to lose her. the same thing apply here, we are afraid to lose each other...this make us cherish each other even more.. to walk the further mile for each other.. i thank God every nite for her to appear in my life and it is true that what shall happen will happen.
yup to my friends out there... sorry.. its the new year... n really too many things happening at a go... 24 hours are juz not enough...i will make it up to u all... but reali im thankful for all of u .... Zura, Haze... thanks for standing by me...
My brother, John.. now away in Shanghai
Fiona.... my Group MATE
Joey.. My SP
and so much more who had offered a hand when im in need....
more is yet to come... in the New Year....
May Angels bless each n everyone of them.... With good health and fortune... best wishes..happiness..
_______________________________________________________
" i want a kitchen with a built in oven so u can eat everything i bake"
" i want a blender, a steampot, 3 stoves, everything i need to cook for you"
"you can come home to me, massaging u and good food"
________________________________________________________
ok let me see....
1stly Chinese New Year....
yup went Australia with my family.. 1st time out with my whole family for the past 23 years...
(something wrong with uploading pictures onto the blog)
anyway CHinese New Year has always been an exciting festival not to be missed but apparently, its seems to fade with age... as we grows, the mood just seems to move from the excitement of getting angpohs n meeting relatives to sleeping at home n watching TV.... ok i can put it, its juz a period of time u can rest for a while before slogging for another year... however, its still important to me because this is the only time where we can spend time together as a family because i have been missing that since young. ayway juz here to wish everyone i love a Happy New Year ahead and all the best in the year to come.
and Yes, partly of not blogging is because of the mounting school work.. this semester is especially going through the motion... all the projects, assignments but in the end, its seems to register nothing in my brain.... but its juz a journey to go thru, it will get better i hope....
and my days seems more happier n lighthearted.. it is getting better everyday it goes..
although there are moments that the unthinkable will surface but overall, they are filled with laughter and smiles. Should attribute all this to Raine.. she had brought all this to me.. coz she understands me, listen to me and most importantly, she offer strength to carry on..... Life is not smooth sailing all the time but its less rough with her presence.. she makes me feel so comfortable that i can tell her everything which i find it difficult to do most of the time. there are times that u feel really so dependent on somebody tat u r afraid to lose her. the same thing apply here, we are afraid to lose each other...this make us cherish each other even more.. to walk the further mile for each other.. i thank God every nite for her to appear in my life and it is true that what shall happen will happen.
yup to my friends out there... sorry.. its the new year... n really too many things happening at a go... 24 hours are juz not enough...i will make it up to u all... but reali im thankful for all of u .... Zura, Haze... thanks for standing by me...
My brother, John.. now away in Shanghai
Fiona.... my Group MATE
Joey.. My SP
and so much more who had offered a hand when im in need....
more is yet to come... in the New Year....
May Angels bless each n everyone of them.... With good health and fortune... best wishes..happiness..
_______________________________________________________
" i want a kitchen with a built in oven so u can eat everything i bake"
" i want a blender, a steampot, 3 stoves, everything i need to cook for you"
"you can come home to me, massaging u and good food"
________________________________________________________
3:44 AM; unforgotten.Y