so the school term began ,
its another gruelling time for everyone , 4 cores + 1 that i haben cleared
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its juz the mornings n the amount of work that is going to take a toll on me
but for every other thing i know, i shd not be troubled
kinda being too cramped up in my shell for too long,
now it seems strange to see everybody again
and of coz some irritating ppl.
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days have been well so far, which i guess the big crunch haben arrive..
things i do worry of but still i shd let it go
worries of past is not a benefit for future...
however, it does rebounce to u that wat u expect of future may not come..
negative thoughts tat have departed me for long came back at a rush
they appear at times whn u feel tat everything is so complete, so perfect
i guess tat is self-pity or even self-remorse of lack of confidence..
its times like tis kept putting u down yet u cant let it out
a gush of pressure stuffing up in ur chest which u juz hope to scream it out.
but moments like this come at times when u cant scream, u cant cry it out but to take it at ur pace.. to put up inside u
a time bomb i guess ready to explode
but still u noe it can be defused with
miracles..i noe tat coz ive been thru...moments like this flashes past but memories still remain where they aresmile when u r happy, cry when u r sad...maybe things are much better when they r simpler......an ideal choice will always differ from the one u chose in the end
its not the matter that knowing too much of a person or the process of knowing her
its how u can accept her strengths, her weaknesses, her past , her pain, everythng abt her
u noe u cannot disappoint her, u noe wat she wan n wat she need
u give her security , love, concern
u let her love u for who u reali are
i guess it is the most impt in a relationship but well of coz
i wun wan to be some buggers who juz wan to put BGR by their mouths all day
or gal -crazy guys...n of coz guys who dun respect gals's bfs n for who they are
Gentlemen, please wake up ur ideas... or shd i even use the term' gentlemen' to describe u..
i guess most of the time who cant get a gf r those who cant even get themselves at all...
so u tin u r cool, hip, handsome but u r nothing when u dun see a gal wat she reali needs
u tin u can talk all day but u cant even understand wat she reali wan to hear
u tin u r dashing when u drive tat lexus but all she need is juz a ride back home with u in ur arms
of coz there are good guys out there.. but for some ... please... dun let the good guys down..
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if u r with someone... well juz stick with tat someone... dun harbor thoughts of another person... 2-timers will get struck by lightning..
go for ppl u reali like.. n not for the sake of wanting to be with somebody...
love shd be a lovely affair... not a game with referee n spectators
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Cherish wat u got....
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at least i do
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ask ursef ... .do u?