Saturn Motors.....
...
its seems tat my mind is more fixed on this car..... Mitsubishi Eclipse 2006

n the stupid guy is presenting now...
6 bloody presentations
all on the same thing...
im gng to love mustafa soon....

12:02 PM; unforgotten.Y

it juz 1 of those days
u juz dun feel like doing anything
u juz dun feel right in the morning
u juz dun feel like saying anything
u juz dun wan to talk to anybody
...
grouchy mornings have taken a toll
stomach discomfort plaguing me
cant seems to do anything right
seems nothing is right
...
its juz 1 of those days
u feel more sensitive
edgy,fustrated,bottled up
but its ok
tomorrow is a better day
...
you too

10:41 PM; unforgotten.Y

1:41 AM; unforgotten.Y

it was a bad morning to begin with...
grouchy... din sleep well
some things are on my mind...
keep getting stronger n stronger
the more i resist
the more it rebound
...
i hate to see u tear
those sorrow tears
those i could wipe with my hands
but not with my heart
...
i gave it a good shot i guess
never i look back on 13th n regret
i hope u dun
i noe im in for sure
i could not pull myself back
for i have fallen deep
those words do pierce my heart
but i have to brave it for u
all i noe
im not gng to hurt u like anybody else did
im not the shadow u will live in it
im ur new dream
ur hope
ur love
so give me ur blessings
n hold my hands
till end...
____________________________
it is a wonder how we met n fell in love
let there be no barriers
let there be no past
only the future live in it
Our future....

1:32 AM; unforgotten.Y

so the school term began ,
its another gruelling time for everyone , 4 cores + 1 that i haben cleared
...
its juz the mornings n the amount of work that is going to take a toll on me
but for every other thing i know, i shd not be troubled
kinda being too cramped up in my shell for too long,
now it seems strange to see everybody again
and of coz some irritating ppl.
...
days have been well so far, which i guess the big crunch haben arrive..
things i do worry of but still i shd let it go
worries of past is not a benefit for future...
however, it does rebounce to u that wat u expect of future may not come..
negative thoughts tat have departed me for long came back at a rush
they appear at times whn u feel tat everything is so complete, so perfect
i guess tat is self-pity or even self-remorse of lack of confidence..
its times like tis kept putting u down yet u cant let it out
a gush of pressure stuffing up in ur chest which u juz hope to scream it out.
but moments like this come at times when u cant scream, u cant cry it out but to take it at ur pace.. to put up inside u
a time bomb i guess ready to explode
but still u noe it can be defused with miracles..
i noe tat coz ive been thru
...
moments like this flashes past but memories still remain where they are
smile when u r happy, cry when u r sad...
maybe things are much better when they r simpler...
...
an ideal choice will always differ from the one u chose in the end
its not the matter that knowing too much of a person or the process of knowing her
its how u can accept her strengths, her weaknesses, her past , her pain, everythng abt her
u noe u cannot disappoint her, u noe wat she wan n wat she need
u give her security , love, concern
u let her love u for who u reali are
i guess it is the most impt in a relationship but well of coz
i wun wan to be some buggers who juz wan to put BGR by their mouths all day
or gal -crazy guys...n of coz guys who dun respect gals's bfs n for who they are
Gentlemen, please wake up ur ideas... or shd i even use the term' gentlemen' to describe u..
i guess most of the time who cant get a gf r those who cant even get themselves at all...
so u tin u r cool, hip, handsome but u r nothing when u dun see a gal wat she reali needs
u tin u can talk all day but u cant even understand wat she reali wan to hear
u tin u r dashing when u drive tat lexus but all she need is juz a ride back home with u in ur arms
of coz there are good guys out there.. but for some ... please... dun let the good guys down..
...
if u r with someone... well juz stick with tat someone... dun harbor thoughts of another person... 2-timers will get struck by lightning..
go for ppl u reali like.. n not for the sake of wanting to be with somebody...
love shd be a lovely affair... not a game with referee n spectators
...
Cherish wat u got....
...
at least i do
..
ask ursef ... .do u?

5:50 PM; unforgotten.Y

im tired...
reali tired...
in some case, disillusioned
in some, reali gets me off

12:53 AM; unforgotten.Y

my friend asked me this
' how many fails to make a right one '
well my answer to her
'believe in God'
..
its amazing tat she actuali ask me tis question
because she is the one who told me the answer not too far back
i hope she got wat i meant
juz like wat she wanted me to noe at tat moment of time
its talking like tis makes u feel tat
actually having a friend to support
is a blessing
...n to say..we din even go out together before
....
love makes the world go round
money makes the world go round
how about both make the world go round?
anyway i was drawn to believe money makes the world go round whn im single
but now both need each other to survive
u cant have love purely without the power of money
but u cant be happy with money without the enhance of love
everything is in a contradictory
a balance... yet who weigh it?
u ? ur partner?
happiness is weighed according to it?
i guess a ratio can be calculated? no?
if tts the case.... living became a chore?
or does loving come up with a price?
___________________________

balance is all about drawing a thin line
keeping the ratio
the right amount
cant do without each other

2:32 AM; unforgotten.Y

of course.. a song to kick start the year... my all time favourite... dedicated to my baby raine...
its a wonder we have met...
for everything else... i noe
ive found u...
thank god for tis chance...
i juz nid to tell u that...
as we have say...
keep it simple
keep it going....
...love...
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for those who are reading this... i hope u will find someone who can share this song with u..
coz i still believe in it...
I love the way you love me by Boyzone

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times
[CHORUS]
(Listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..
[CHORUS]

2:21 AM; unforgotten.Y

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!

i hope all the people who read this will get peace n harmony
Great Health to u
Lovely memories
Exciting Adventure ahead for all of u
...
Year 2006
a brand new year
an exciting year of changing points
...
my Brother is getting married..
the 1st wedding in the family
of coz many people is turning the BIG 21.....my baby Raine.... SP Joey n the NTU gers....also my cousin
but of coz not to mention the departure of my Brother, John to Shanghai... gonna miss u bro
...
Wish all of u the best...
..
Meanwhile show u a gimpse of my life in the final days of 2005.....
...

my baby n me at East Coast Park on 30th December 2005....
at Changi Airport at 3.20am 1st January 2006....
n our Buffet Dinner!!!

2:07 AM; unforgotten.Y