up but falling...
pretty much of a description for me lately
i see ppl holding power to use at their personal interests
i see ppl pressing onto something that they noe it wun succeed
i see ppl pursuing dreams like souless ghosts
i see ppl crashing on their egos only to find they dun have any
i see ppl breaming with confidence to be defeated by their own
...
no no im not upset or anything... neither to be even bothered with them...
i never felt so fulfilled in my life ever... this piece of jigsaw complete my picture
though it have been draining n taking its toll right now...
but i feel good honestly..... for those who noe me... yes... im happy...
perhaps some ppl who dunno me got mistaken abt me... but i never care...
its them who r blind i guess.. i only reserve my attention to those who deserve it....
passion is what i got to offer..
yes u find me snobbish... arrogant.. proud....
stuck with those names as long as i had lived....
but its alrite.... to what u had thought.. u found ursef losing nothing but ursef...
coz at least i noe wat i want in my life...
n i make it a point to b happy
unlike pple who kept dwelling on being unhappy... whining abt life...
ever thought tat its not life tat is making u miserable
but u ursef....
not preaching... not scolding anyone in particular...
exasperated with all these negative thoughts....
yes i have tat tots too....
its a face i chose not to show....
coz i have to be a pillar of strength...
but deep down... who ever see tat scar?
but i take it like a man... coz i noe i can take it
my shoulders are heavy... but they are strong
my footsteps are dragging but they are moving
my vision are blurred now... but i noe they will clear up...
..
deep down i hope u will too