Sunday, November 06, 2005
a long lost feeling came back to mea feeling i tried to hideor isit i chose not to face itafraid to lose it or afraid to expand ittime & time again i numb myselfthinking i will not be able to be affectedi guess maybe im wrong....maybe im anticipatingmaybe im expectinghate tat it occur to me so soonhate tat it might be 1 empty dream againi bear no more hope....will it be truewill it be therewill it lasti ask myself cant answerhappy or feartime will tell
10:09 PM; unforgotten.Y