Monday, October 31, 2005
*pointing to my head*
..
When it comes to business, its here
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*pointing to my heart*
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When it comes to friends, its here
..
Got it?..
9:03 PM; unforgotten.Y
Exams Exams Exams
...
the most profound thing that i have always wonder y it exists is exam
some pple dun have to study for it but last minute work can get them an A
these are exam-smart
some pple study all their lives and do well in exams
these are hardworking
some pple dun study at all but still do well
these are geniuses
some pple study their own lives but do like Sh*t
these are the unlucky
lastly, 1 kind who still blog during exams n have a 16 pages of reading to prep
this person is me
hey hey, im not slacking away loh... but really hard to find the motivation to study coz of distractions... ok i noe its an excuse...but well, its reali tough to find the goals to fufil my needs, though there is a tension to do so but as it goes by, the tension lost its appeal n the desire to fulfil it is no longer there.
somehow, i juz feel tat if u noe too much wat u gonna do, maybe u may feel a bit lost in ur current position coz u juz cant pull ursef out from the obligations that u might face but to be motivated by ursef to do it, it takes more than super human strength n courage. i guess i found strength in myself n pple i love. though they may be preoccupied with problems but i feel they noe wat is happenning. its juz a matter of wanting to believe n drawing courage to fae it anot.
but drawing strength to face.. u gona execute the turning point of ur life.. look forward without regrets.. i guess maybe life isnt tat bad with a drive n goal to fight on. so be happy with wat u got n move on!
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the most profound thing that i have always wonder y it exists is exam
some pple dun have to study for it but last minute work can get them an A
these are exam-smart
some pple study all their lives and do well in exams
these are hardworking
some pple dun study at all but still do well
these are geniuses
some pple study their own lives but do like Sh*t
these are the unlucky
lastly, 1 kind who still blog during exams n have a 16 pages of reading to prep
this person is me
hey hey, im not slacking away loh... but really hard to find the motivation to study coz of distractions... ok i noe its an excuse...but well, its reali tough to find the goals to fufil my needs, though there is a tension to do so but as it goes by, the tension lost its appeal n the desire to fulfil it is no longer there.
somehow, i juz feel tat if u noe too much wat u gonna do, maybe u may feel a bit lost in ur current position coz u juz cant pull ursef out from the obligations that u might face but to be motivated by ursef to do it, it takes more than super human strength n courage. i guess i found strength in myself n pple i love. though they may be preoccupied with problems but i feel they noe wat is happenning. its juz a matter of wanting to believe n drawing courage to fae it anot.
but drawing strength to face.. u gona execute the turning point of ur life.. look forward without regrets.. i guess maybe life isnt tat bad with a drive n goal to fight on. so be happy with wat u got n move on!
12:22 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Artist: Keith Martin
Song: Never Find Someone Like You
Lyrics
Girl you take my breath away
And when I'm with someone new
I'd rather be here with you
Baby, forever
My heart belongs to you
'cause I think about you all the time
I know my love is true when we're together
I've played around girl
and I made you cry
When I looked up, you were saying good-bye
I'm begging you please
I need you so bad
Don't leave me now,
you're the best that I've had
[CHORUS:]
I've never - I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true
No, I'll never - I'll never find someone like you
Girl I love the way that you are
Girl, I won't, no I won't let you go
No one could ever do, the way
I would make love to you
All I have is just my heart
And my feelings, I give to you
That's all that I can do
Give you forever
Oh oh oh,
you don't know that you're hurting me
'Cause it's not just a sexual thang
I want to share my dreams,
baby, together
Girl, I'm afraid just to give it up now
My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow
But when you get close,
I just want you to know
I start to get weak
& I can't let you go
[Chorus]
Just your smile, tenderness
Girl I won't let you down
(Won't let you down)
Girl I will never find no one that compares to you
Never find anyone
[Chorus with variations 2x]
Song: Never Find Someone Like You
Lyrics
Girl you take my breath away
And when I'm with someone new
I'd rather be here with you
Baby, forever
My heart belongs to you
'cause I think about you all the time
I know my love is true when we're together
I've played around girl
and I made you cry
When I looked up, you were saying good-bye
I'm begging you please
I need you so bad
Don't leave me now,
you're the best that I've had
[CHORUS:]
I've never - I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true
No, I'll never - I'll never find someone like you
Girl I love the way that you are
Girl, I won't, no I won't let you go
No one could ever do, the way
I would make love to you
All I have is just my heart
And my feelings, I give to you
That's all that I can do
Give you forever
Oh oh oh,
you don't know that you're hurting me
'Cause it's not just a sexual thang
I want to share my dreams,
baby, together
Girl, I'm afraid just to give it up now
My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow
But when you get close,
I just want you to know
I start to get weak
& I can't let you go
[Chorus]
Just your smile, tenderness
Girl I won't let you down
(Won't let you down)
Girl I will never find no one that compares to you
Never find anyone
[Chorus with variations 2x]
10:37 PM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, October 29, 2005
felt good now....
words do wonders, dun they
....
it feels good when the people around u appreciate u
hope its not a bubble...
but nevertheless, cherishing this moment
words do wonders, dun they
....
it feels good when the people around u appreciate u
hope its not a bubble...
but nevertheless, cherishing this moment
8:53 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sales
...
Last time i juz go up to anybody...to jio business
those hardcore kind tat wun give up easily
...
Now i juz aim at somebody.. n make sure they buy from me
those u aim then kena target type
...
how different i am now
4:06 AM; unforgotten.Y
pictures pictures pictures
...
picture say a thousand words
..
more than anything else
..
it juz make me feel like sharing...
..
happy moments
sad moments
they might seems distant
but looking back at them
its juz come so close like yesterday
3:33 AM; unforgotten.Y
Driving without specs at nite can be a real dangerous thing to do
well
been there done tat
saw 2 indians standing near the road... its reali dangerous...(please dun do tat)
dun mean anything but its the truth
n oso the yellow box
never stay inside the yellow box
coz the train can come anytime n whack u
oso unconsciously stepping on accelerator
tot u r gng slower but instead u r getting faster
tricked by vision
do a turn, a sharp one
tricked by feeling
tot pple horn u, but its u who is sounding the horn
tricked by hearing
stopping too near the car in front
tricked by judgement
tot u can drive without specs
tricked by ursef
2:20 AM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, October 27, 2005
im havng my total faith to pray for the best...
maybe it will not work but i guess tats the only thing i can do rite now at this moment
maybe words are a waste
maybe hopes will be dashed
i wan to believe
but maybe now is not the moment
7:11 PM; unforgotten.Y
Looking at the banner in front of me , the Banner for FOC 2004.... LOIRE!!!!
...
it is the most enjoyable time that ever happen to my life.. i love FOC so much tat i made many friends out of it and these are the pple who are gng to stay on in my life...
...
I love LOIRE n all the pple in it!! oso the seniors... they are reali cool!!!
5:46 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
a night of stories.. a night of love songs..a night of thoughts
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oh god give me a reason, im down on bended knees
...
im just scared of the ending... do you see me too?... do you even know you met me?
...
hearing sad love stories from all over, suddenly i just feel tat is it that circumstances force a person to tink out of wat they shd be focusing? is tat they have always been expecting something yet they shd not had.. something that they shd not focus on n yet fall into believing it. love is not tat complicated
...
have faith.. but do u know wat is it...
its not believing in something
its focusing on the right thing
yet pple misunderstand it
...
im not angry, nor sad
i juz had enuf of all these
staying happy despite all around me are down
...
i reali dun wan to be down..
coz i noe i muz be strong at least for the pple around me
...
but times and times.. things bring me down..
should i succumb or still struggling to make a stand
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i wan to give up but yet i held myself together
...
a fallen knight to his own glory
1:22 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
This boy dun seems to be satisfied with thanking pple... he oso wan to show off
My sister bought me all these...
spent a bomb on them.. but i reali like it alot.. she have been watching over me all this years.. giving me nothing but the best.. Thank You
John, Jocelyn,Haze
i wore the fragrance to school today... its super refreshing...
thanks.. it relate to me about out friendship oso
its an echo of love for all of u
Fiona
She got my Biz Com Group to sign the card...so wonderful... and the pencil case... is very nice... she noticed i have apencil case since secondary school.. love it... thanks
My treat to MYSELF....
suppressed for long.. i muz indulge on giving me only the best..
thanks for carrying myself thru all these years... thru injuries, pain n happiness
before the nerd in me emmerge, please the devil in me 1st...
3:36 AM; unforgotten.Y
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!this big boy is celebrating his 22nd BIRTHDAY with his favourite FRIENDS..
1st up.. his brother
hey bro, thanks for planning the surprise.. im reali touched by ur effort, man.. when the world dun seems to believe in us anymore, we stood up for each other.. u let me see wat is real friendship about and kudos to all our late nights together.. so wat if we r 'gays'.. its better off than pple rotting away dunno wat they wan in life anymore.. haha.. well.. u r gng away.. n i will be missing ur presence next sem.. all the fun times we have... but im gng to shanghai to look for u loh... so make sure u havea place for me to sleep.. haha...lastly ... thanks for all the work u have done.. i reali appreciate it....
then.... his lovely classmate
dun u tin she is juz so pretty???
Fiona... as i have mentioned.. she is forever the nicest person u will wan to meet.. she is gentle n sweet......n we had tis reali satisfying meal at Fish & Co.. the SEAFOOD PLATTER... very very very shiok haha.... had a lot of fun talking about our accent on speaking mandarin n she keep insisting i muz pay her for her lesson on mandarin.. but u noe, Fiona... u ought to pay me back loh..u noe wat rite... haha... thanks for having lunch with me on my birthday itself.. it means lot to me...
Jocelyn
hey girl.. thanks for being there despite having such a busy schedule and i must say im seriously surprised because we din reali see each other so often but i noe u have always been there n standing beside me all along. although u mite have faced some problems but i tin u will be able to walk out of it... we have such crazy times in FOC n when it come to serious stuff, u never fail to offer wise advice... take good care girl.. Stay Crazy!!
Haze
Haze... we barely know each other for 1 week but we both felt we have known each other for a reali long time... very nice person to tok to .... n hang out with.. ( as usual) it is so wonderful to see u there on saturday.. juz for me.. reali thankful for that despite u having so many assignments to rush n u noe wat... but its good to let ur hair down at times... n u taught me how to fly in my way... thanks... stay in touch.. n walk out of anything tat bothers ya...
Not to forget those who wished me happy birthday!!!!
Jianwei, Desmond, Minghao
Weisiong, Liling, Lilian, Irene
Haze n Zura, Meishan, Julyn
Angela, Wanjun, Beverly, Dominique, Camilla,
Joey, Huiqin, Geraldine, Ying fang, Yifei, Xinyan,
Claire, Regina, Janice
n
so many more.... sorry if i din put ur name here
A BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!!
n not to forget my lovely family, my grandma
she is such a wonderful person isnt she...
Thank you
you people are the most prized assets, most beautiful things ever happen to me..
no words can explain nor express my gratitude
...
Rocks will shatter
Wood will rattle
But Diamonds like you will never fade
1:35 AM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.
6:21 PM; unforgotten.Y
Life is good and bad. You know it can never be
perfect and that it never have been, and you're
fine with that. You still feel it's important
to live life since it can end any day and not
sulk because of some little failure in life.
You are often a happy person, still you don't
laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm
aura and most people feel comfortable around
you.
6:14 PM; unforgotten.Y
You need adventures.
Real life has been very boring for you and you
can't help but dream away. Nothing is exciting
or fascinating in your life and can't
understand why it all is so dull. You like
having fun, but are probably not a bouncing
person because of that. There is a probability
that you either like to read/watch fantasy or
similar genres, or have a creative side that
lets you release your fantasy world.
6:08 PM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, October 21, 2005
cannot see her.....
there she is....
Haze with a half dead drunkard beside
...
juz noe her last saturday thru my dear John.,... his NUS friend... ask him for details...
haha.. very fun to be with... she say she cannot drink....very nice person to talk to juz like how my dear boy have described ( im beginning to apprecitate ur taste)...
will see more of her in action... new found clubbing/hanging out mate... haha...
YAY!!!
4:39 AM; unforgotten.Y
John
i tin he is a handsome boy... he tin im smooth
tis is how we got attracted
...
met tis boy at FOC oso... haha reali hits it off well... well we share a lot of secrets btw us.. the way we look at tings... then again... we join the same club, same course, same specialisation.. i tin he is a bit unlucky to have me as his brother coz im a slack guy but he is smart but influenced by my laziness... haha.. enjoy gng out.. when it come to clubbing.. he is a must... coz its juz so fun to have someone to whack together... to drink.. n all our lovely times together...(sound a bit gay)
...
come on loh.. who go to mount faber, fort canning, sentosa with u in wee hours...who call u up when u r sad... drink with u ... talk to u...im so proud of him lah....haha
...
Thanks Brother... we have come a long way....
4:01 AM; unforgotten.Y
FIONA
fiona u will never expect to be here, knew her during FOC in 2004, was reali captivated by her beauty n brains... she is our OG pagaent girl so mai siao siao... hahah too bad she is taken... not by me( shit...) but by a reali great guy... anyway she is a reali diligent girl with very hardworking traits( please ignore the picture that she is sleeping in lecture) very pretty... ( tts y im motivated to go to my classes) ... but sometimes ..some of us have to concur that we dun realli noe wat she is trying to say to us.... like wat she wrote on my birthday card
...
" Hope i've not complicate things to confuse u coz im a simple girl who cant help putting things across in a complicated manner!"
...
...
sometime i have to admit... i juz '.....' and juz smile at u although i dun get u...sorry ah...but reali... i enjoy toking to fiona because she will impart her knowledge on watches... compare how our 'children' look, trying to fake tat we are some big time corporate business pple trying to develop NTU... and applying to watever we have learnt in school on wat we think n say...
...
n as usual... she does act cute... maybe many pple dun see her in tat manner....but let me tell u ...she DOes ACT CUTE..hahaa
..
thanks fiona.....
2:55 AM; unforgotten.Y
i wan a new phone
i wan a laptop
i wan to go greece
i wan to do bunggee jump
i wan to sail around the world
i wan to skydive
i wan to get into a fight in club
i wan a mitsubishi eclipse
i wan the world
i wan myself
...
many wishes....
time to wake up my idea
12:43 AM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Life is fragile.. isn't it.....
hearing stories from all over, i have been wondering if life is gng to be tat bad on me oso.... its reali tat fragile... seeing bf/gf cheating on each other... natural disasters...people wasting their lives away on drugs n booze, gruesome murders....wat ever wat ever.....
juz heard from my mum that my auntie is diagnosed with cancer all over her body.Bone cancer.... its like no matter wat, she is juz waiting for her time to be up.... even doctors gave up hope.. have u ever imagine usef in this condition... well i did....
wondering if i will be as jovial... taking life as usual.. or will i waste my life away.. to live to the fullest... its juz like no matter wat u do.. theres nth u can do to stop it... u juz have to wait for it...
i felt sad though she was not close to me but well i can feel her pain.. its like a knife piercing rite into u when i hear tat... its juz freaking irony tat y do all good people have such ending... is tat true tat heavens above are blind.... i reali hope a miracle will happen... reali....
hearing stories from all over, i have been wondering if life is gng to be tat bad on me oso.... its reali tat fragile... seeing bf/gf cheating on each other... natural disasters...people wasting their lives away on drugs n booze, gruesome murders....wat ever wat ever.....
juz heard from my mum that my auntie is diagnosed with cancer all over her body.Bone cancer.... its like no matter wat, she is juz waiting for her time to be up.... even doctors gave up hope.. have u ever imagine usef in this condition... well i did....
wondering if i will be as jovial... taking life as usual.. or will i waste my life away.. to live to the fullest... its juz like no matter wat u do.. theres nth u can do to stop it... u juz have to wait for it...
i felt sad though she was not close to me but well i can feel her pain.. its like a knife piercing rite into u when i hear tat... its juz freaking irony tat y do all good people have such ending... is tat true tat heavens above are blind.... i reali hope a miracle will happen... reali....
11:43 PM; unforgotten.Y
As the song goes......
BLURRY
By: Puddle Of Mudd
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face
this pain ya gave to me again to me*
Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that I'll save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
you take it all
you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
you take it all away
this pain you gave to me
take it all away
This pain you gave to me again
BLURRY
By: Puddle Of Mudd
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face
this pain ya gave to me again to me*
Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that I'll save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
you take it all
you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
you take it all away
this pain you gave to me
take it all away
This pain you gave to me again
11:35 PM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
those u wished to be there
may not be there
those u expect to be there
are not there
those u tin will be there
dun make it there
...
wishes, hopes , expectations
...
dun place ur heart
1:00 AM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, October 17, 2005
Train
...
Some ppl board the train at the 1st stop
Some board along the route
Some alight forever
Some alight but reboard it again
Some bought the tickets but never board
Some board without buying tickets
but in the end who will alight at the final stop
...
Live with those who love You
1:16 AM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, October 14, 2005
Obligation or Choice
...
Been at a traffic light before?
...
to oblige to cross the road at the 'green man'?
to choose to jaywalk to save time?
...
are there things in life tat require u to make a choice?
or the circumstances oblige u to make tat choice?
...
do we have a choice to resist tat obligation?
or are we obliged to make tat choice?
...
doing it for ursef or doing it for others?
12:39 AM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
went into my GE class today ( which i haben been attending for weeks )
...
project mate: hey, today is the presentation & handing up of written assignment
...
me: orh....
...
project mate: (flustered) then how ah, the rest of the group is not here
...
me: orh... relax lah, let the other groups present loh
...
dunno y , i juz cant be bothered with work nowadays.... have a test tis friday, 3 written assignments due next week, 3 presentations due next week, exams coming plus business.. aiyo.. but i dun feel the heat of exams... not at ease to panick... somebody feed me anti- tranquilizers please!!! i tin tis song suits me well...
NUMB
2:20 AM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, October 10, 2005
FACTOR ANALYSIS
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the difference between psychological switching cost(PSC) and economical switching cost(ESC)
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i never tot that RM will be so useful when it come to apply to real life *fingers crossed*
...
so changing a partner have more of a PSC or a ESC?
...
can we use SPSS to weigh it out?
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commitment,relationship strength,retention
...
so is trust and satisfaction have anything to corelate with each other?
so will more satisfied u r, u will trust more ?
...
thanks Group 5 for the presentation
11:59 AM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, October 08, 2005
"Numb" by Linkin Park
...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
4:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Got this from a TV show ' Romance De Amor"
...
Dun feel too much for the other party
start cherishing wat u have right now
in this way, u will feel happier
...
got tat?
3:49 PM; unforgotten.Y
Its a wonderful world
....
Live with those who love u
juz came back with some thoughts on my mind
why do pple waste their lives away for certain things
....
its not as if i can take things easily
i do have my set of worries
like u
but have u ever wonder y some pple can handle it easier
its not because they r smarter or something
....
its juz tat a part of u refuse to listen
refuse to act, refuse to tink
...
but to tin of tat, everyone does
including me
...
so juz give up the defiant ursef
n starting acting like a real you
...
4:16 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Nobody Knows
...
Does this sound familar to u
" no matter what happen, i will be there for u"
...
Deep quiet nights where all ur memories start flowing back
happy moments, sad moments, proud moments
never failed to bring tears to your eyes
pining, waiting , praying
all you wish is somebody to be around
to listen, to feel, to comfort
...
u start to reflect
nobody in this world seems to understand
nothing in this world seems to lift u up
misery, pain, suffering
despair, hope,
...
u start to realise u start talking to ur inner soul
ur heart, ur emotions
...
Is that what You really want?
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7:26 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, October 03, 2005
the pretty ones(Dom, Raine,Jul)
Its about the PROCESS; not the RESULTS
Met up with dom, raine & jul for dinner @ sakae sushi, its our Business Plan OUTING!!! wat an unplanned Business Plan Outing. kinda last minute , but they show face to go dinner. Thinking back, the business plan is really a killer, worse than any project combined sia. The numbers alone will make u go crazy but anyway, its over when we hand up our baby to the NTC. Though it din show any favourable results , but in return, i gain experience and a lovely team to work with. Raine- quiet but conscious leader, smile more often, u look really enchanting. Dom- silly gal always in her lalaland, but i learnt the way of looking things more simply from her, julyn- this siao char bo is my sister, but she is juz so adorable at times that u have no choice but to pamper her, but i try not to lah. Anyway, my message here is simple, sometimes in life u dun seek for perfection or fantastic results. So wat if u dun do well, so wat if u fail ur task, at the very end of the day, its ur experience tat u gain, its the friendship u earned, the bond u feel. However, tis world is juz so cruel & it looks at results, but i urge everyone to look back & start realising wat u have actually achieved.
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2:10 AM; unforgotten.Y
Art of Chilli Crabbing
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WARNING: Please be advised of flying crab bits and uncontrollable laughter in the midst of crabbing
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1st: Make sure u dun order a big plate of vegetables although it's like another additional 2 dollars to upsize
(u will feel like a cow)
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2nd: The clamp given is for opening crab shells, please do not use it for any other purposes
( guys u noe wat u i mean *rolling eyes*)
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3rd: DO NOT WEAR WHITE T-SHIRT!!!
( u wun wan to end up with chilli t-shirt, trust me)
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4th: Be advised that its important to learn ur air raid drills & ducking technique
( it is to prepare ursef more effectively against flying crab bits whn u have friends like haze)
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Lastly, Go with people u can CRAP with while CRABBING....
( Excessive laughter wil turn heads in a coffeeshop & the whole world noe u r eatin crab)
SPECIAL NOTE : There will be a kettle provided, its NOT drinkable, n they dun serve u tea when u order chiili crab... anyway its NEWATER..
Long Live Crabbing !!!
1:28 AM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, October 01, 2005
The Platoon
"the only easy day was yesterday"...Watch out people!the deadliest warriors around in the pictures...Watch out osoFake people wearing tight fit commando tees walking in publictrying to get attention from gals(oops am i implying something)...Dun Be What You Are NOT
1:03 PM; unforgotten.Y
Stress
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Pardon me if i offend you in this entry but i reali have to say this. I AM STRESSED with all the complaints that people are feeling STRESSED.
...SCHOOL... if you are stressed about school work, come on... we are all doing the same stuff and yes, u wan to do well in that test or assignment or get all the As in all your subjects. im not trying to be a slacker and i do have my aims too, but dun u find ursef being the main culprit giving urself stress. its like poking needles around your neck, you cant turn ur head coz no matter what you do, u r hurting ursef. Stop all the wan to be the TOP STUDENT... i can tell u watever u learn in school is nothing compared to wat u gonna learn outside. If u cant handle it in school, i can tell u u wun make it alive outside.
... LOVE... i have this problem oso in the past...everyone does... someone told me "the right person will come at the right time". another " to love somebody is to see him/her be happy"... sounds noble huh... BULLSHIT!!! Imagine ur loved one is happy with another person, its like making ursef so noble but in the end, u still end up in the shelf with me, waiting for next year's Great Singapore Sale. YOU should see her being happy with U and live happily after tat. i dun believe in fairies tales that Prince Charming will come along. i juz noe tat if u dun take action, u will only live to regret. Scrap all ur miseries, stop all the whining of not wanting to be hurt again... Overcome ur phobia of commitment... there is always someone worthwhile, some things u yearn for in life. GO for it... so wat if u end up hurt once more, u learn thru it and face it bravely rather than hiding in a hole u dug for ursef in Sahara Desert. At least , there are people like me who admire ur courage who will stand by u and hold u when u fall. Its isnt tat bad at all
Im letting some steam out.. juz feel tat i reali muz say tis...
1:57 AM; unforgotten.Y
Is it more important WHO you are or WHAT you are??
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Was having lunch with fiona after lessons today, nice question to be put up by her
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My initial thoughts are "it is important of what you are coz you are what you protray"
but well, lets face it, sometimes at some place for some reasons, you dun intro yourself
but rather you intro yourself as somebody's son, relative of whoever, friend of this so n so.
Is it that this world is just interested in you being somebody's so n so rather than who you reali are.
Do you get it?
So is it more important to let people know who you know than what you really know?
Is it that person who may seems insignificant in your life will turn out to be your saviour in your life?
Well i will have to say
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" Welcome to the World"
1:37 AM; unforgotten.Y